I'm feeling 24.

What's new?
Nothing.

Everyday is a chance to rule the freaking world.
But each day I chose to be on the safer lane of life.
A life were there are less complications and bullshits.
Do I regret choosing to be just happy?
No.
But I regret the chances or moments where I could feel ecstatic and infinite.

I am happy, but I could be happier.
Take risks, get hurt.
Feel pain. Feel the love.

Update

"Everyday feels the same, but looking back everything is already different"

People change. That's given. Everything in this life has its own "Update" every now and then. But, sometimes.. Uhm I mean always, I wish life would just stop on the most awesome time of our lives. But it's not like that, change is inevitable. 

"The only thing permanent in this life is change"

Intervention

Hi,

I don't know how to say goodbye. I don't know how, where and when to start.. I don't even know why I'm doing this because in the first place, I don't want you to go. But I have to. Not because I wanted to, but because I have no choice. You leave me with no choice. And it breaks my heart.

I'm writing this because for 9 years, you were there for me. And I want you to know how you made me feel infinite. You are the only one in this whole wide world who can make me smile, cry and laugh all at the same time. I know it sound crazy, but you were my everything.

There's a saying that "Nothing ever good happens after 2AM". Well, you're an exception to that. Because probably the best things that happen in my life was with you all night. Remember that one time when I felt that the world is drastically and figuratively killing me? Well, you were the only one who was there for me on those time. You were there for me when no one else was. And it was enough to make me feel okay.

You made me realize that whatever happens happen. That no matter how painfully hard this life is, at the end of the road, it'll still be okay and I'll still have an awesome future ahead of me. You made me realize that in love there's only 2 things needed: Chemistry and Timing. Love is the best thing we do. And love doesn't have to have sense to make sense. All life lessons you've taught me will always be with me 'til the end of the aisle. YOU ACTUALLY TAUGHT ME WHAT LOVE & LIFE IS. And I will be forever grateful for that.

I love you. Thank you HIMYM.

Your number one fan,
Peter

Top 10 Highlights of 2013

10. Dota dota dota and more dota. :)
9. Finally quit the job that's making me miserable.
8. Bought me self a PS4, S4 and an all-in-one PC.
7. Di na ko binibigyan ng pera ng magulang ko. SHET! hahah
6. New job. New work. New friends at Talent2.
5. 2month tunganga mode na mukang last na pahinga ko na. :(
4. 2013 elections.
3. My baby died. :( I miss you Eek-Eek.
2. As usual, my family is as awesome as Chuck, HIMYM and TWD
1.

Wala na akong maisip. Wala naman medyo memorable na nangyari e. Napaka boring ng buhay ko. HAHAH Kelangan magkaroon ng pagbabago ngayong 2014! :-)

Note to self: Start taking risks. Nothing good happens without getting hurt a little.

Checklist for 2014

Let's get mainstream! Things I want to accomplish on 2014.

• Buy a car.
• Get a girlfriend.
• Travel alone.
• Try something new for the very first time
• Do something bad for the last time.
• Stay fit for fcks sake.
• Have my very first real kiss. (TANGINATHIS) 

HAAHHA :P

Updating...

12 more days and I'm officially unemployed again. Di ko alam kung tama ba tong desisyon na to. Kung may patutunguhan bang mas okay tong ginawa ko. Yung tipong "Am I wasting a great opportunity?". Ay ewan.. Basta ang alam ko, di na ko masaya.  Ganon naman diba? Pag di ka na masaya, dapat tumigil ka na? TAMA BA KO? Sabihin mo namang tama tong desisyon ko, please? Hehe.

I want to be optimistic as humanely possible. Sabi nga  sa One More Chance, "Kung may nawala, may darating na bago, yung mas okay." At "What if we could be happier, pero nagti-tiis tayo sa ganito, sa okay lang". HAHAH ma-isinget lang ang favorite quote sa movie  eno? Pero tama naman ako diba, sabihin mong tama ulit ako, PLEEEASE? hahah =))

And all those little things.

• Yung mga 'Good Morning', "Kain na!", "Tulog na tayo" texts niya.
• Yung ngiti niya na pang Ms. Universe.
• Yung nagtatampo siya kasi 5 minutes bago ka magreply sa text/chat niya.
• Yung holding hands while walking. :'>
• Yung mga walang kwentang tampuhan niyo.
• Yung labi niya. 
• Yung tipong sabihin lang niya pangalan mo, buo na yung araw mo.
• Yung ubod ng corny na pet name niyo sa isa't isa.
• Yung movie, lamon at kung-san-mapadpad dates.
• Yung kinikilig ka kasi nagseselos siya. Hihi.
• Yung pakiramdam na nagiimbento ka pa ng pick-up line at jokes mapatawa mo lang siya.
• Yung tulog ka na kinikilig ka pa din. :)