Top 10 Highlights of 2013

10. Dota dota dota and more dota. :)
9. Finally quit the job that's making me miserable.
8. Bought me self a PS4, S4 and an all-in-one PC.
7. Di na ko binibigyan ng pera ng magulang ko. SHET! hahah
6. New job. New work. New friends at Talent2.
5. 2month tunganga mode na mukang last na pahinga ko na. :(
4. 2013 elections.
3. My baby died. :( I miss you Eek-Eek.
2. As usual, my family is as awesome as Chuck, HIMYM and TWD
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Wala na akong maisip. Wala naman medyo memorable na nangyari e. Napaka boring ng buhay ko. HAHAH Kelangan magkaroon ng pagbabago ngayong 2014! :-)

Note to self: Start taking risks. Nothing good happens without getting hurt a little.

Checklist for 2014

Let's get mainstream! Things I want to accomplish on 2014.

• Buy a car.
• Get a girlfriend.
• Travel alone.
• Try something new for the very first time
• Do something bad for the last time.
• Stay fit for fcks sake.
• Have my very first real kiss. (TANGINATHIS) 

HAAHHA :P

Updating...

12 more days and I'm officially unemployed again. Di ko alam kung tama ba tong desisyon na to. Kung may patutunguhan bang mas okay tong ginawa ko. Yung tipong "Am I wasting a great opportunity?". Ay ewan.. Basta ang alam ko, di na ko masaya.  Ganon naman diba? Pag di ka na masaya, dapat tumigil ka na? TAMA BA KO? Sabihin mo namang tama tong desisyon ko, please? Hehe.

I want to be optimistic as humanely possible. Sabi nga  sa One More Chance, "Kung may nawala, may darating na bago, yung mas okay." At "What if we could be happier, pero nagti-tiis tayo sa ganito, sa okay lang". HAHAH ma-isinget lang ang favorite quote sa movie  eno? Pero tama naman ako diba, sabihin mong tama ulit ako, PLEEEASE? hahah =))

And all those little things.

• Yung mga 'Good Morning', "Kain na!", "Tulog na tayo" texts niya.
• Yung ngiti niya na pang Ms. Universe.
• Yung nagtatampo siya kasi 5 minutes bago ka magreply sa text/chat niya.
• Yung holding hands while walking. :'>
• Yung mga walang kwentang tampuhan niyo.
• Yung labi niya. 
• Yung tipong sabihin lang niya pangalan mo, buo na yung araw mo.
• Yung ubod ng corny na pet name niyo sa isa't isa.
• Yung movie, lamon at kung-san-mapadpad dates.
• Yung kinikilig ka kasi nagseselos siya. Hihi.
• Yung pakiramdam na nagiimbento ka pa ng pick-up line at jokes mapatawa mo lang siya.
• Yung tulog ka na kinikilig ka pa din. :)

Glory Days

I miss college. I miss it  a lot. I miss it big time. I miss being happy.. Just happy. I miss failing tests and still manage to be happy about it. I miss getting high grades unexpectedly. I miss my professors. I miss my angry-frustrated-monster professors. I miss my cute-fluffy-lovable-funny professors. I miss my classmates. I miss my oh-so-loving-caring-funny-supportive-crazy friends. I miss how annoying my enemies are. I miss how gorgeously beautiful my crushes are. I miss waking up in the morning to attend to class.. or to attend to laughter and fun. I miss sleeping late and waking up super early in the morning but not feeling sad or tired about it. I miss that I could skip class coz I wanted to. I miss how awkward I look on our school uniform. I miss studying. I miss cheating. I miss all the games. I miss playing DoTA, Counter Stike and SF during breaks and/or during class. I miss telling corny jokes. I miss hearing funny jokes. I miss how carefree and happy-go-lucky I was. I miss partying. I miss summer, christmas and sembreaks.I miss being young. I miss acting like a kid and it looks perfectly fine. I miss when I use to love Mondays coz I could feel happy all over again.

I MISS BEING HAPPY. JUST HAPPY.

November 2011

Seryoso, 2011 ang unang post dito sa blog kong to?
Grabeeee ambilis ng panahon.
Dati lang sobrang saya ng buhay, pero ngayon ANYARE?

Let's talk about Love

Best view: Seeing the  love of your life.
Worst view: Seeing the love of your life with the love of her life.

Even  a rat has their own love story, on how he/she  fell in love on the oh-so-tasty cheese. Believe it or not, I had one - I also had my own cheese. So here it is.. Chenchenenenenen..I'm gonna talk about how awful love is.. Ugh it's sound emotionally stupid.. Let's just put it this way, I wanna talk about how love changed me.

How to start. How to start. How to start.. Ughhh I don't know how to start this bizarre-o crap it in a way that I wouldn't sound cheesy, pathetic and stupid. But anyways, to cut it short I was happy. She was happy. We were both oh so happy. Ohhhh those times when all you needed was a pause button and just stay in that magical moment. Uhmm you know that feeling when every sad songs turned happy songs? When everything looks oh-so-positive?  Doesn't it sound stupid? But it was the truth. I was truly madly deeply in love.

But nothing lasts forever. Even a rat finishes his/her food and move on to eat something/someone else (WHATDA?!) Haha. So here it is, let's talk about what the 4 letter word is really all about.

Seriously speaking, it's just full of sacrifices, pain and heartaches! And the emo-est definition goes to.. Oh it sounded like I was recently released to a mental institution. But, I don't wanna talk about how bitter I was.. Coz I've already done that a million times. Like this o?  And this. Okay, okay. Let's change the def of it.. Love is like jumping off a roller coaster just to see her. Love is when every teardrop leads you to the better version of yourself. Love is knowing that all you needed was to see her smile.

But it ended. I don't wanna talk about how it ended. 'Coz I don't want to cry.

Worst view: Seeing the love of your life with the love of her life.
Best view: Seeing the love of your life with the love of her life who's so muuuuuuch uglier than you.

PMS?

Maybe I'm just over-thinking. Maybe I'm just too hard on myself again. Maybe it's not just my "week". Maybe I'm overly emotional as usual. A lot of maybe's, but one thing's for sure, I'm not okay.

And you know what's really sad about not being okay.. It's when you can't talk to anyone about it.

Ugh. Maybe I'll just stick with my maybe's. Coz somehow it's the only positive thing that I could think of right now.